i think i lost a friend. i really do. we were so tight. probably it was all my fault. we're close like a brother and a sister. we laugh and even cry together. we were so close like that. but few months back i felt so much changes in him. probably because i hardly see him since he started working. and when i do see him, all i see is the gap that will grow. bit by bit. probably its just how i feel. probably he feels fine whenever he sees me. but whatever i saw before was an innocent humble young man. who will always keep his profile low no matter how successful he will be. that's why we were close at first. because that was all i wanted in a close friend. i admit that i choose my friends.... my mistake towards him was when i decided to advice him on the things that i know is wrong, from a religion point of view. i am not a saint, but i will always try to be a good muslim... and its my job to advice him. when u care for someone, u will always do your best to make the person happy and guide him/her on the right track...

it didnt end badly.. there was just no reply. up until now. it has been almost a month now. but if YOU read this, please know that i appreciate every single thing that you have done for me. your care, your never ending help, your jokes that made me laugh all the time, and your time. thank you for everything bro..